… I miss having sex with you…
I feel rejected and lacking confidence, even though i know it’s not my fault. I feel ugly and undesirable…
You are extra nice and try to make up for everything that’s being happening, but…it’s just too hard… Sometimes I wonder if we are going to make it, since it’s been 2 years and I try to be as understanding as possible, but it makes me really sad not being able to entice you in anyway, it makes me feel really frustrated and lonely…
I seriously never know if you are in the mood to try anything at all… And when it happens, I just don’t know what to do or even how to react…
I feel weird, and I don’t know how to bring this all to you…
I feel like and absolute failure as woman and girlfriend…
Seriously, all of this is making me very depressed.
